Anyone who is gonna bash on me for writing about this stuff, just leave
right now, cuz I dont wanna listen to it.
Everyday I wake up and see the mirror
It's there I see what I've always feared
It's not the person you see at school
It's the real me drowning in my blood as it forms a pool
When I get dressed I keep you in mind
Searching 'til the clothes you want me to wear, I find
I make sure to paint on a smile before I go
Just to be sure the real me won't show
Everyday I just keep playing your game
I look around and your all the same
I go home and pull the razor from under my bed
And cut on my skin till I see it run red
I hug the blade and kiss it softly
It's the only thing that knows the real me
It's getting harder to hid my shame
'Cause the scars I carry have you to blame
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