If I were to knock on the door of your room, I'd wish to see the same
person I knew..
If I were to look into your eyes, I'd wish I could feel the same love
that I hope you tried to hide..

But what does it matter now?
It's always been the same story that I wish you have never given up..
And what's the point of asking how?
It's never been faithful enough for you that you would never abandoned
love..

Of all the people, you know me the most distinct from the rest..
For all the feelings that it matters, you sure know how to hurt me best..

Watching the person with you, that should have been me..
Thinking of the smile that has lost it's way in the sea..
What else can I say?
I cry myself to sleep, that is my lullaby..
I laugh myself in the dream to be awake, that is my favorite moment of the
day..

You left me for who I am..
You hurt me for what I am..
Of all, I still cannot believe things aren't the same..
But it is not for me to judge the truth..
That is how the society and the world are made..

You would never understand how I feel..
Because all your life, you have never felt empty of love in real..

I tried to say it out,
But I am not good at spoken words..
I tried to write it down,
But I am not good at written phrases..

Holding in the pain is already hard enough to hide..
Living together with the cause of pain, is beyond words that can be
described..

In the end,
You have fallen for the wrong reason..

With stupid me always hoping that you'll stay for the right.

[Arrow-Pierced Heart.]
 
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