let myself go and fall into the abiss
forget all of this, theres nothing i'll miss
floating off ill go, forgetting all of the things here
i made the final choice, goodbye, don't shed a tear
ive gone through it all, alone and rejected
been put down and ignored by the socially "elected"
all my life i've been down talked and heard lies
i was always the excluded one, the loner, the "despised"
i sat in the corner for so long, did you even see me?
no one ever attempted to reach out, to set me free
dealt a rough hand throughout my life, i tried my best
but in the end i couldn't stand, i didn't fit with the rest
i held it all in for so long, they never would have guessed
its too bad they never cared enough, they could've cared less
i was the rebel, the bad guy, there was never a doubt
i used to appear happy, but inside i would scream and shout
you plagued me day and night, picked on my nicks
and you did it just for fun, just for the kicks
nobody to tell it all too, they were always too good
i went so far down into the hole, by that time, nobody could
its another suicide story in the daily news paper
well now that its over and done i finally met my maker
as i look back on my life, i examine my mistakes
i played with fire, and i lost in a game with ultimant stakes
 
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