i sit here at my computer.
and i feel how empty
my love is for you.

everyone around me
all of my friends
have love
its seem so so true, so right.

and i think about you and me.
and a tear rolls down my cheek
for our love
is just a word
to cover

your lust
and my emptyness.
but i wont degrade myself
i wont sleep with you

so both of our deepest desires
are unfulled
and i wish i could pretend
that were a happy couple.
even though were not.

i paste a smile on my face
act like i dont see the guys at school looking at me
telling myself that i have a boyfriend
but at the same time wishing i didnt.

so im cutting you loose
im getting rid of the ball and chain.
i cant do this
not to you.
i love you but not like that
i couldnt hurt you

so im cutting you loose.
so that i dont hurt you
i dont want you to hurt
as badly as i do when i think about us.

when were apart i feel dread
like im doing sumthing wrong
when were together
i feel like you can erase my problems.

i dunno what to do.
dunno what to say
all i kno is
that im sry.
please forgive me
but this wasnt meant to be

just kno
when your clawing at your wallpaper, and burning every memory of me
just know

that i Love You.
 
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