Telling myself you're coming back
Cleaning up from your last attack
I break down these walls and
Let out these years of cries
If only I could see your smile
(say goodbye)
Maybe I'd let go
of the pain
(I ought to know)
The dimly lit faces around me all sink
into this callage of cold memories
None of them useful
(they've all faded to gray)
None of them lasting
(letting go day by day)
I've forgotten how to heal
These battlescars
(I can barely feel)
Nerves are shot
and words are cut off
These pills are only a reminder
of how to die
Maybe I should
and stop living this lie
I can only assume
that you wouldn't mind
Swallow down my life
Seems simple enough
Hand me my last chance
and wish me luck
 
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