You want me to tell you my secrets
You want me to tell you my lies
You want me to tell you all the things that I know
All the things I hold inside

You say you want to know me
I like it so much when you do
Especially because you mean talking
Not sex between me and you

What can I say
The things we do I want to continually reenact
I can’t deny that I like it
Because I do, that’s a fact

But mixed signals are hard to deal with
Because I just can’t tell what the hell you want
I can’t help but wonder
If like me you hide behind a disguise, a front

I look at you’
And feel so much
I can’t explain why when I’m with you
I’m glad I have the feeling of touch

You’re too confusing
And I know you know
I don’t know why you do this
Is it all a show

Or I have to ask
Have to get it out
Because when I see you
I want to scream and shout

Are you protecting us
The two of us, me and you
For what we both know will happen
What is inevitably true

That you will leave
We will part
Are you afraid
That you will brake one or both of our hearts

I know I should feel the same way
Should try and be careful
But all my intelligence goes away when I see you
And when you look at me it feels like you see into my soul

Is it always like this
When two people like another
I don’t know, I’ve never felt this
I feel were better then lovers

I’ll say good-bye for now
For the two of us, I’ll try and put my feelings on a shelf
But I’ll bet I never really get over them, never be able to forget
Maybe the only real way is to end it all and kill myself

 
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