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Darkness im feeling
02/23/2005 @ 6:06pm
By:
unnoticable

Don稚 try to fix me I知 not broken
I知 the light you live for I have spoken
Suddenly I know I知 not sleeping
I知 still here and what痴 left of my feelings
The thought of death just strikes
Like an ocean full of dislikes
The mixes of feelings running through my mind
Should end up all dying by keeping them blind
I知 so tired of being here
Depressed with all my childish fears
Why do I feel I have to leave?
All my bad feelings and disbeliefs
When I think back through all these years
I will always be drowning in tears
From bad to worst I live through this anger
Not knowing what値l happen if I were to be madder
I believe in angels, but do they believe in me?
Should I need to feel them? Or should they feel me?
As this feeling grows,
It brings flesh to my bones
And makes me feel so cold
Not strong enough or too bold
I知 living I pain and thoughtless feelings
What am I really believing in?
My dreams have been stolen
Like a bee taking the pollen
Bring heaven down here
So I can feel those angels with out no fear
Should my life go on like this?
With no one to be with or kiss
I値l never meet someone who値l make me laugh so much
Like the person I still love, can we still touch?
I need to feel real love
To feel so strong like a beautiful white dove
Please don稚 make this any worse
It might end up as a terrible curse
Should I go on with my life?
If I don稚 what would happen if I had a knife?
Should I feel like this is this the baddest?
I just want all this to stop, stop all this madness
Endlessly thinking of all this hate
I just feel like a smashed up broken plate
Patient thoughts make the feeling stronger
These feelings will go on for longer
I want this knife to feel my coldness
And end these angry feelings over my shoulders
I want my life to end right now
So I知 going see you later
In another life somehow


 
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