My self-image is garbage
My self-confidence is none
My broken heart is useless
My minds a loaded gun

Isolations how I cope
Distant from all I’ve known
Lost every bit of hope
Welcome to my home

I can’t scream
I want to die
My selfish ways
One reason I cry

This is how I live
My sad song to sing
Take everything, it’s mine to give
Nothing left to bring

Left all but my sorrow
Followed all but was right
Won’t wake up tomorrow
Failures in my sight

Throw it in my face
All I have said
Nothing but disgrace
Goes on threw my head

Let me go of these images
Take away these thoughts
Free me from this misery
Life’s already been fought

Use to count on faith
And strength I have built
In dirty thoughts I bathe
On my knees I have knelt

What is my purpose?
What’s wrong in my ways?
How would I know this?
In my sins I shall lay

Simple needs denied
Sitting around all day
Real feelings I hide
And have nothing to say

I hate myself
Every time I fall
I can’t even imagine
I’m useless to all

Everyday is the same
Everyday won’t change
I’m fat and ugly
And I’m to blame

But who’s to complain
Definitely not I
I have the choice to change
I have the choice to try
 
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