The water’s getting deeper
And I’ve forgotten how to swim
Every time we do this I get
Further away from the surface
My lungs are already filled with it
And I think this is the end
It’s not my time to go
I don’t want to do this anymore
But it’s you, it’s only you
The air is becoming thinner
And I see the lightning
Oh how I sometimes wish
It would strike down on me
But I don’t want to die
I don’t want to go, it’s
Only you who makes me
Feel this way, it’s only you
And I love you so much
Like I love life itself
If only you understood, if only
you felt the same way, if
Only you could say it
How can you pretend that
Everything’s fine
When you know that it’s not
Why do you hide away
From your feelings
And close yourself off, being what’s not
You act like nothing happened here
And I’m no longer drowning
In my ocean of tears
Everything is the way it was
And yet it’s only you who
Will do it again
You’re never going to stop
Never are you going to stop
Never stop, till you’re
Last few breathes are taken in
And you’ll be wishing you never
Did this, regret all the things
That we said and I’ll be
Suffocating again in my sea of
Tears cuz I miss you so much
You never stopped, why didn’t I stop
It’s only you
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