I struggle not to fade
To fade away from all I know
But it doesn’t seem to be my choice
Just something I’m given in fate
I see the old words written upon my walls
The old pain and hope that I prayed for
Cluttering my world
I can’t seem to escape
It’s all the same
Just like before
But this is a lie
A lie I seem to tell myself so much
Its not the same I just make it seem to be
I do this to myself
But how can I stop
If this is all I’ve know for oh so long
I’m fighting now just to stay awake
To stay away
I don’t seem to be able to except the truth
I’m not even sure I know what it is
Just a faint memory now
But I must go the shadows are calling me
Struggling just to fade away
I think ill be easier when I’m gone from this place
But I cant so I wont
So for now I shall stay
Fighting not to fade away

 
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