All I see is sadness.
All you see are smiles.
My patience runs on foot,
But stress is running miles.
How can I stay sane if
I’m on the verge of madness.
The pot is brewing hot.
Won’t cool off for awhile.

Look into my eyes.
All you see is dark vengeance.
No, I’m not Satan,
But you can see
the resemblance.
How do I end this?
Leave no other witness.
Chrome to the dome,
Or the knife
To slit wrists.

Why bother.
Don’t feel the love from my father.
He’s a man who took away his hand, a dad robber.
So, I gotta
Keep up and keep going.
And I gotta
Clean up and keep growing.
And I’m not a...bastard cause he’s still living.
But he might as well be dead for it’s love he’s not giving.
Give me five
For I can taste the first four.
Hot bullets are cold when it first enters the core.
Face to floor...after I face the floor.
Blood covers the guilty, who has killed me.
Evermore.

Rest in peace. But my soul rests in pieces.
Separated, trying to find a home next to Jesus.
Still sinning. Keep the Bible on its face.
See sex and etceteras, and tempted for a taste.
Of sweet candy. And me? I’m debased.
But I don’t give a damn because I’m damned in the first place.
This is what I feel. It’s the real. Life is chained.
All I see is sadness. All I feel is pain.

Never any sunshine. Playing in the rain.
Sick forever. cold times. Faith is being drained.
And my name...will go in the hall of fame...of shame.
And I’ll be remembered for leaving before I even came.

 
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