Sometimes its hard
To let go
When you cant
Find your way
Back to life.

Sometimes its hard
To drop the
Knife, stop breathing.
And just die.
Cant die.

Sometimes its hard,
To fall away,
Into black oblivion.
Knowing nothing more
Than this day.

Today its hard,
To take the
Knife, rend flesh.
And bleed and
Die this night.

Now its hard,
To keep on
Living, for him;
He needs me.
I love him.

Whats wrong with
Me, that I,
Try to die,
When I have
Everything worth living for?

Sometimes its hard,
To take this,
His knife and
Hold it to
My heart and
Kill myself because
Hes gone forever.

Sometimes its hard,
He thought Id
Leave this life.
He couldnt bear
To live without
Me in his
Life.... its gone.

So now its
So hard to
Take his knife.
And die for
Him, he died
For me.... Why?

Why is it
So hard?
To die for
My only love?
So I whisper
I love you,
And I die.

I die for
You, I love,
You, I need,
You, I miss,
You, I meet.
And I die.

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