As I sit here all alone
I start to think to my self.
Why
Why did I do it?
Was it all the yelling,
The fighting,
Yall telling me I'm not good enough?
All I know is that I am alone,
No one ever comes to see me.
Why did I do that?
Was is the yelling,
The fighting,
Telling me I'm not what yall wanted?
It only took 5 little seconds,
Then your world came to an end.
I pulled the trigger,
Bang your dead,
Again,
Bang your dead.
Only me in this empty house,
Covered in their blood.
With Mascara running down my cheeks,
I start to scream,
Hoping someone will hear me.
Take me away,
Put me in my new home.
A house with just one window,
A window with bars on it.
No bedroom,
No bathroom.
Nothing just this little room,
With my bed and my stuff.
I sit there in my new home and think,
Think about why I did it.
And then it hits me like a knife going through my heart,
I did it because,
There was never love shared!!!!

 
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