Crying out loud
Dying inside
Hiding from their piercing eyes
Closing myself behind the doors
Of my soul
No one hears my pleas
Every time I tried they soon fled
Scared I’m too much
Too handle
But they just don’t listen
Too what is coming from my insides
Rapeing my mind
Leaving me in
Never-ending suffering
Pain through out and every bone
Screaming in my head
Wounds covering my heart
To bad its never over
For I want it to be over
I need it to be over
Freedom so far from sincere
It’s just a whisper in my ear
They just try to make me fear
But I won’t shed another tear
I live and I’ll die
Tonight there shall be some thriving
But not so much that I will forget who I truly am
Darkness surrounding me
Light so far away
No one sees me
I reach out my hand
But it is rejected
I never felt the joy of protection
Dancing in circles
Just for fun
Or am I going insane
From all of my pain
My spirit wild and free
But never with me
I’m nothing but a shell left in the sand
But on the other hand
I’m just fading away into the distance
Never to return

 
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