I’m so disturbed
Even I can’t explain
Thoughts so demented
It even frightens me
I get so scarred
That I will end my life
But yet I do not fear death
It’s just I don’t want to hurt
The few people who actually
Seem to care about me
Or how I feel
But I know
With every cut my pain will fade away
It will disappear in the night
And I will be gone in the morning
My eyes closed
Peacefully in an eternal sleep
Where my dreams decay
And memories burn
Into ashes
And I’m ready to leave

 
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