There’s an emptiness I feel inside
I try and try but it’s so hard to hide
And every time I barely hide it
My soul turned black
So I can’t go back
No matter what I do
I know I still lost myself
Tears run down my face
Born in my eyes
Living on my cheek
Just to die on my lips
Looking at my arm
Wondering why
I gave myself all these scars
Knowing I was wrong for it
And so far away I see someone
She’s happy alive
Beautiful and caring
She’s who I was
I look into a mirror
And I see a horrible reflection
Full of deception
Evil almost demonic looking
It scares me
And the closer I look
The more I see and its then I realize
That reflection is me

 
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