People say so many things
And I try and act like it don’t phase me
But inside it hurts so much
I hold it in
But it’s making me crazy
They all act like it’s funny
They laugh at what they think
Is only a joke
But it makes me want to die
I sit and I cry
But often times my tears I got to hide
Because if I show any weakness
They will tear me down
And rep apart my heart
But I just can’t let them
Because I will always wonder
What if ?
What if I stuck it out
Just a little bit longer ?
Would I have made it ?
Would I have finally found true love?
But here I lay
Trying not to make a sound
Trying to avoid their ridicule
Trying to be invisible

 
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