I wanted you to know I'll always be there
Even if not in person
I needed you to know you always have my heart
Even if its broken
I never meant to mess this up so bad
Why is life so hard
I never wanted to make you hurt so much
Why did I have to change
I feel so bad for all the things I've done
For the promises I broke
I wish so bad for everything to be normal again
For us to just be okay
I hated to see the world around me change
Wanting it to stop
I loved the simple days and fights over toys
Wanting to be small
I lost myself and all I loved somewhere in time
Searching for my heart
I found a pain and toughness that makes me rough
Searching for my smile
I lie and say that everything is just fine
Never really dying
I laugh and I know I'm ok but then it fades away
Never knowing why
I ask you to bear with me and be there for me
One day I'll repay you
I give you my apology, friendship, trust, and love
One step at a time
I promise that we're gonna be friends forever
Feel it in my heart
I swear I'll be better soon and I'll smile bright
Feel human once again

 
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