~Flowing Words~

~Madness flows through my mind
~Why do people throw so much hate at me?
~I end up blocking out the good in my life
~Not knowing how much others care and love me
~I focus on my faults
~What I should have done or what I failed to do
~I never noticed the pink & purples in the night sky
~I only saw the blood dripping from my wrists
~Deep down in denial I fell
~When you offered to hold me up
~I failed to be happy & to love you back
~When you held out your arms to hug my cold soul
~I pushed you away
~I wanted to feel cold and dark
~When hope was miles away you gave me a free ticket
~But I turned you down, in fear of the future
~I'm sorry for the moments & hours you tried to love me
~I should have loved & cared for you back
~But I couldn’t face my own life

 
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