My life was perfect
No one would ever say child neglect
But until that tragic day came
You wouldn’t believe the twisted terror my life became

I ripped my shirt in terror
This life couldn’t get any more unfairer
I lost my mother
She was not like any other

It’s as if I’m hiding behind a fake plastic smile
Even if I look happy
Actions speak so much louder than smiles

I thought I’d be strong
I thought I’d be okay
But something felt so wrong
Now I can’t even tell how much my heart weighs

Now that you’re gone,
I know I’m not strong
I can’t live with out you
I can’t lie any more
I’m lost with out your smile
To guide me through the day
I’m lost with out your laugh
To help me see the sun rays

I need to hear your voice
But you know,
It was partly your choice
How could you lose me?
How could you forever bruise me?
Never again,
Will you see my shining face,
Because I will never get you to embrace
You’re gone with out a trace

You turned into a memory,
And now you’re a treasure
You used to be a pleasure
To my eyes and not my mind
Now it’s like I’m suddenly blind
For the only way I can see you again,
Is to look right in my mind

 
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