If you are reading this,
Then I am sorry to say,
That I am no longer alive,
For I have killed myself today.
A few extra pills,
That’s all it took,
If you thought I was fine,
You never took the time to look;
Look deep into my eyes.
Could you not see the pain?
Could you not tell that my tears
Had become the pouring rain?
This horrible madness;
It has haunted me so long.
And just look at what went wrong
I am sorry again
For the lies that I have told,
For the horrific secrets
My heart had been forced to hold.
I am sorry for the pain I have caused
And just know that I am all right,
Do not worry, take peace,
You can sleep well tonight.
Know that I am happy,
So put a smile on.
Do not grieve me,
Even though I am gone.
I love you all
Even if I never told you,
Or I never told you enough.
Just know that I still do.
I am sorry for all the things
I know I should have said
I am sorry that you will never know
Now that I am dead.
I am sorry for all the times
I pushed you away-
Kept you distant-
But I always listened to what you had to say.
A numbness is consuming me,
I have not much more time,
So in the last words I can write,
In these last few rhymes,
I must tell you all
You meant so much to me.
But I was a prisoner of life,
And only death would set me free…
 
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