And it just won't end.
It won't go away..
It won't fade..
And it hasn't stopped since my loss:
My loss of you.

My loss of trust..
Loss of love..
Loss of all the gratitude I ever had for life.

And it was all for you, Ian.
I gave you everytheing I ever worked for..
All that confidence is gone..
And all that trust I found in you,
Has faded into a desired nothing.

This guilt won't stop..
And all that I ever needed left my side:
Just like you.

This guilt of pushing you away..
This guilt of never listening to what anyone said..
This guilt of being so stupid..
And this guilt to myself,
For my broken heart.

I should've realized what you had for me..
I should've known what you were going to do.

You blinded me..
You left me here.
You left me here alone..
Alone for my heart to rot in the silence..
The silence of my last breath.

With that last breath of mine,
All I'd want to do is scream..
Scream to let you know how bad it hurts..
To let you know how I regret you..
To let you hear me..
Hear me one last time..
Maybe this time you'd listen..
Maybe this time you'd care.
 
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