Was I wrong in thinking you cared?
Am I flawed in waiting for you here?
Your voice has grown silent now,
And I can't remember how it sounds

Time has all but erased from memory
Every detail of her beautiful face.
Sleepless nights and restless days
I wasted thinking of her

Where is she now?
At home or lying underneath someone else?
Where did you go?
On those nights I spent waiting for you?

She looked at me from her heart,
Perhaps to keep me from seeing the emptiness of her eyes.
We came together and drifted apart,
And yet I believed she loved me

This became inurement to her abuse.
Continuous prolonging, postponing.
Each hour silent without her voice
And as a needle under my skin

In ferocity I left her alone,
Cut her out of my life like a malignant cancer
In my fury I cast her aside,
To repay numerous favors she granted me

There is anger burning brightly now,
White-hot and more brilliant than a thousand suns.
There is a passion that has been loosed
One that transcends notions of right and wrong.

So begins my elegy of revenge
I'll kiss her with poisioned lips,
And whisper false emotions into her ear.
That's what'll happen.

Forgive me, if I ever loved you.
Forgive me for these acidic tears I shed,
Forgive me for saving my true words only for you
Because I've never felt this way before

My love, look into my eyes
So you won't see the knife I hold so close
Darling, gaze into my soul
To see the fire burning inside.

Feel the silence of this passion, sweetheart
And know it's not lust I feel towards you
Love, let me find yet another way to kill you
Be it venom or vengance.


 
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