I’m afraid of myself
Not sure who you want me to be
Crying for help
While smothered in the clouds you’ve created before me

And I’ve been torn down before
I’ve been stomped out
Walked down all those broken roads
And cried those damn tears,
The tears that are beginning to run down your precious cheek

I know what it’s like to loose someone
That constant knowledge,
That when you go to dial the phone
She wont be on the other line
With her big hardy laughs
Her beautiful smiles,
Asking you dear how was your day

You can’t help but cry one more tear
Wondering what its like for her in heaven
Wondering if she’s lost
Wondering if she’s in fear

And you’ve lifted me off of my feet
Nothing remains steady
But tomorrows just one more insightful day
And the constant fear
Are you here to bring me down
Is it okay to come up for air, am I ready to breathe
Is this your promise,
Are you really here to stay

Lay down beside me tonight
You’re more than beautiful to me
And as I touch upon your skin
Not certain if I remember the meaning of love
Not certain if I can pull my head from the rubbish
It’s the bare minimum I need to force myself to see the light

 
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