So many things going on in my life
so many I can’t control,
So many dreams I wish I could have
All the memories passing me by
….all the days I sit and think….
Think of what if I had the perfect life
What if once all my dreams came true…
What If once I could get the man I always wanted
All the images of me dieing, or leaving forever makes me feel happy
Makes you think that if something that horrible makes you happy, I should
not be here.
All I does is sit in front of the mirror,
Telling myself it’s my time to go.
I grab the razor hidden under her bed,
It’s like the perfect feeling running through my head.
Feeling I could die any second now makes the challenge even better.
Running it in deeper and deeper hopping it won’t have to last much longer…
Wishing life could have a perfect ending, hoping I will be happy when I’m
gone
…I’ll then know I won’t have to live my life like such a big lie…

 
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