Im not alone
my shadows here
the alcohol is out my system
but you arent yet
i dont know why you have gone
without warning
but its okay
my shadows here

i think im going blind
but the lights still on
ive knelt enough
i cant pray anymore
my jeans have holes in the knees
i miss you dearly
but its okay
the lights still on

im far from perfect
i never really had you
i let you slip through my fingers
like grains of sand
which soon built a barrier
against me and all that i am
but its okay
i never really had you...

....dont act like you never hurt me....
....i cant help who i loved....

Ill be back soon
i wont be gone long
i need to forgive myself
for loving you
truly it was a mistake
for the pain wasnt worth any of it
but its okay
i wont be gone long

im afraid of being alone
time to face my fears...
i cant drown you with my tears
so why cry
its useless
you're useless
but im okay
ill face my fears...

....dont act like you never hurt me....
....i cant help who i loved....

 
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