I see him almost everyday,
And when I look into his eyes,
I know it'll be ok,
Everything just melts away beneath me,
Just disappears never returning,
I love the way he makes me feel inside,
Making me feel needed,
Wanted,
I never want this feeling to go away,
But sadly as he walks past,
I snap out of my gaze,
I see her there looking so innocent,
The feelings I once had are gone,
But now I feel something new,
Something I've never felt before,
I feel myself heating up,
And my fists start to cringe,
My eyes start to water,
And I want to inflict pain,
I've never felt this way before,
And that thought alone frightens me,
My anger and fury only bring pain and suffering to me,
I turn to run,
To leave,
To get out of this awful nightmare,
Only to find my legs aren't moving,
I try to scream but no sound comes out,
I call out for help but no one's listening,
No one cares,
I stand here petrified,
Watching everything happen,
Not knowing what to do,
I look over and I see,
I see a thing that makes me feel empty inside,
Watching his eyes watching hers,
Watching his lips get closer and closer,
Entranced by hers,
And finally they meet,
The feeling has returned to my legs,
And i turn to walk away,
The feelings of emptiness and sorrow engulf my body,
As the tears flow gently down my face,
I have no one and I have nothing,
Suddenly the tears grow heavier and fall more rapidly,
I start to run,
To someplace not known to me,
I want to be alone,
Away from everyone and everything,
To think about how dumb I was to believe someone could need me,
That thought opened my eyes and i awoke from my dream,
My horrible nightmare,
Only to realize my tears .....
 
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