Take my heart and soul I plead
Please whip my flesh until I bleed
Painful tears flow down my cheek
Throw me into a garbage heap
Let me weep my selfish tears
Let the monsters feed my fears
Cut me till’ you see no skin
Why is I can never win
I scream and scream until I’m sore
Please lynch me so I live no more
Gouge my eyes out so ill be free
But the monsters are here and will not leave
They laugh and laugh at my face
They laugh and scream, “what a disgrace”
I cover my ears so they will not bleed
I curl in a ball and hold my knees
Please I say, “Stop this charade”
This darkness is where I lay
The weeds of sadness well up inside
This hatred for myself will never subside
One monster cradles me and coos so sweet
“Little child lay here with me”
I smile at him and sleep
I know this monster’s love will never leave
The monster stays with me in my bed
This is what’s inside my head
No one knows
And no one cares
Kill me and I bid farewell

 
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