I am so scared,
Scared it's gonna happen again.
I will once again fall right into the trap.
The trap of broken promises.
The trap of heart break.
The trap of empty lies.
I will once again get blinded from reality.
Blinded with lost hope.
My guard will be put down.
Unprepared for a sneak attack.
Although I am walking on all familiar ground.
It seems different this time.
Like it always does.
Sometimes it turns out to be.
But most of the time it's all the same.
I never know the difference.
There are no signs directing me where to go.
I'm lost,
Lost in this maze of emotion.
If I'm smart enough I will take the right path, the path to happyness.
But if I get fooled yet again I will be directed down the wrong path, the
path of sadness.
The path of lonelyness.
The path of no return.
 
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