so sad, so hopeless, so much time wasted.
so i will keep crying, and my anxiety comes in waves.
so this hurt in my heart will never fade.
so my mind shuts down, and pushes this down for another year.

killing inside, feeling so desperate, so lost.
time ticks slower everyday, knowing that me and you will never be happy.
this is so depressing, this life i lead, and this life i pretend.
pretend to be ok, i will just pretend like nothing is wrong.

its so hard to focus, its so hard to speak.
my problems are unique, this pain never leaves.
can't explain why i feel this way, something inside, something dark.
took it for granted, took you for granted, took love and trust for granted.

frustrated, with myself and the things that i do.
try and explain everything to you.
mind is numb, i am safe now, forget about hurt, and this state that im in.
a state so lonely and scared my body wont even function anymore.
 
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