I can’t help but to smile and cry when I think of you
It’s as if a bittersweet calm has cascaded around me.
I know they all think I’m crazy for still loving you.
When they ask why, all I can do in response is just laugh
A small, quiet laugh, that ends with a silent sigh
You may not see it, but in ways we are alike
When you get in your moods, it just eats me alive
I want to make you better, ‘cause I know that
When I’m alone, I get just like that
And then, when we’re alone, it all comes rushing back
The memories of the past year, we do what comes to us best,
Perhaps that’s what keeps me holding on, the thought that maybe you are too
Don’t think I don’t see how you look at me, but you must know how I look
back
How I do everything I can to be close to you, even though it might not seem
like it
How I’m always kind to you compared to the others, haven’t you understood it
by now
You’ve grown on me, and the only thing I can do about it is smile and cry…

 
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