Stepping into darkness
Such a sudden change from light,
Too weak to really give a damn
And way too tired to fight.
My fears are all supressed
As I try to step, yet fall
I guess I really screwed it up,
The lies I now recall.
Don't know what I was thinking
You'd driven me insane
I'm not sure what to do
Or how to deal with all this pain.
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
I don't know what I was thinking
I was drowning in my sorrows
And slowly, I'm still sinking.
Placid is the outer shell,
Oblivious to the pain
While the inner part of me is hell,
My once loving heart's been slain
Torn apart by actions
I wish I could forget.
Mutalated by your lies
None of which you regret.
I hope someday you'll understand
Why I did the things I did.
And maybe someday you'll unearth
The secrets I kept hid...
 
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