After everything that has happened to me, everything I've been
through...
Why should I believe you when you say there's a God?
With scriptures like "Trust in the lord forever, for he is an
"everlasting rock"
Why should I put my trust in something that has deluded me so many times?.
I just dont understand it anymore.
Why would you let someone have to endure this?
This "everlasting rock" has taken away so many of the people that
have met the world to me.
I now feel like it's only a short matter of time before I wont be able
to handle another heartbreak, another failure.
Everytime I thought I had found my way back to you...I lose my way again.
That means another loved one is now dead, another horrible, misleading lie
is told, another door is closed in my face.
How much longer will I have to live like this?
It's so hard to put my trust in this "everlasting rock", but
at the same time... I know I have to.
Because I know I can't truly live without it.
How can I be closer, and learn to trust this "everlasting rock"?

 
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