If you say you're happy, you're a liar
I'm not myself
Today or yesterday
Or since the day I met you
Because deep down I know
You wouldn't want me if you knew the real me
So I pretend,to be everything you want
And yes,I ate the whole chocolate bunny when you called me annoying
And yes I cut myself after 2 successful months
Because we got in a fight
And yes I stare at these pills,spilled out on the counter
Thinking about how worthless I am
But you will never know
I'll never ever show
Never give any indication I'm not fine
I dream to be everything you think I am
But I know I'm not
I long to lie in a silent grave
Without the pressure of a beating heart
Waiting to be broken
 
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