I again am sorry for things I've done...
Sorry for the pain I've caused...
Sorry for the days I've ruined...
Sorry for starting fights.

I again wish that I could be with you...
Wish that I could make your life easy...
Wish that I understood you...
Wish I didn't make your life hell.

I again question everything I do...
Question why I put you down...
Question why I don't help you...
Question why I don't let you be yourself.

I again love you...
Love who you were...
Love who you are...
Love who you'll become.

I again want to be with you...
Want your life to be easy...
Want you to trust me as you did...
Want you to never be scared.

I again am proud to have gone out with you...
Proud to have talked to you...
Proud to have helped you when I could...
Proud and honored to call you my friend.

I again am glad that I met you...
Glad I have someone to express myself to...
Glad I have somone I can trust...
Glad that you still love me.

I again fear our fights...
Fear that I won't talk to you again...
Fear what you think of me...
Fear that I don't love you enough.

I again am surprised that you still talk to me...
Surprised that you still care about me...
Surprised that you put up with me...
Surprised that you said you wish we were still going out.

I again ask for your forgivness...
Ask you to look over my impudence...
Ask for your help...
Ask too much of you.

I again enjoy your poems...
Enjoy you singing to me...
Enjoy laughing with you...
Enjoy your love for me.

I again hate that you're not happy...
Hate that I can't help you...
Hate our fights...
Hate who I am.
 
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