I sit here in shame
Myself is who I blame
Longing to be loved and not hated
But as of right now
Everythings faded
Questionging myself on just how
Crying here
Day and night
Full of fear
And won't stand for a fight
How just how
Maybe I might
Feel this way
Lonesome I lay
Drifting towards wanted ending
Thoughts running though my head
I just want to start at the begining
I lay here in bed
Now thinking about you
If all the things you said were true
Did you love me
Want me
Beleive me
When I said I loved you
I guess right now
Its remains a question with no answer
So I give up and surrender
Trying to remember
How I loved you so much
Picturing when our lips touched
The warmth and excitement
Is what we both felt
As I looked in your eyes
And continued to melt
Then remembering all the lies you delt
Now it's all a dream
This is what it seems
So I just keep fading
Everything is so complicating
All my good byes
And uncountable cries
Are now my reactions
Filled with no passion.


 
Copyright © skankbizkit, All Rights Reserved