I sit here
My eyes wanting to well up with tears
But somehow they can not
It is held back
Held inside
For no one to see
Not even making one stain on my cheek
Some people see my marks
And ask me why
Why do I do these things to cause pain to me
I tell them it doesn't matter
But the words that refuse to leave my mouth
Are the ones they want to hear
I need help
I can not cry
This is my substitute
Can you help me?
Please I am in need
But then no one can hear my thoughts
No one can see the pain
That I hide within
If only they would look deeper
If only they could see
Look into my eyes
Search deep and you will see tears
That have yet to leave my eyes
Begging to be called
Oh how I wish
Wish that I could cry
Show my emotions
So that no one will no longer have to wonder why
For the reasons will be gone
So I will no longer use any other method
Please someone
Hear my fall
I need your help
Even if I do not call
 
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