She stares out the window
At the rain
And wonders if he's thinking of her
She's lost in her pain

She misses him
His scent,his touch
His very presence

He's the only comforting thing in her life
The only thing keeping her from the knife
She can't get him out of her head
As she cries,alone,on her bed

She takes another pill
And wonders why
Her life sucks so much
And why she wants to die

She grabs for his absent hand
And remembers all his reassuring words
She's losing him,sifting through her hands like sand
Flying away like a flock of birds

She's alone now
She knows he's never coming back
She looks at old pictures
She cries over the large stack

She knows it's over
But she can't help loving him
She yearns for him
With her life looking so grim
 
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