You tell me that you love me and don’t want me to be in pain
You tell me this then take away the only thing that will cure it
You take the knife out of my hand thinking you are helping me
But what you don’t realize is that you are hurting me more than I was
hurting my self
You think that what I do with the knife hurts me?
Don’t you see that is the only way to stop the growing pain?
When I try to tell you this you don’t listen
Now I am lying on my bed unable to move I have finally ended my pain
But then you walk in you scoop me up and save me
You think you’ve helped me once again
But you took away the one chance I had to end this pain
Now you don’t under stand why I hate you for it
You tell me it was for my own good
But now the pain has finally won
It has taken over me and you wont let me defeat it
You tell my Ill get better but I only get worse
One year later you think I’m back to normal
But still you don’t see I’m worse than evre
I just tell you I'm better because I know you wont listen
This is my punishment but why am I being punished
I've asked you before but you didn’t under stand what I was asking
Now I just pretend maybe you’ll realize that I need help and this pain will
finally leave
But I know that wont happen

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