But of course it doesn't matter
Yet another overrated issue I'm overreacting about
Just ignore my petty concerns
Who cares about my feelings anyway
No one ever learns

Tune me out and move on
Dissect my brain and discard what you don't want
I'm so sullen,watch me not notice
Push me off a bridge and I'll scream my apologies

I'm sorry for everything
For putting you through hell
For making your life harder
For not being happy
For not fitting into the mold you've made for me

Some day maybe I'll catch up
And start caring
But as for now
I'll let you move me like a gamepiece on the board
Do not pass go and collect $200

Closing my eyes
Watch as I turn
Spinning faster
Until I can't feel my own heartache
Until I can't feel you misunderstanding me
Until I can't feel anything
 
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