I sit in my dark corner
Isolated form the rest
This is where I come when I need to cry
The darkness absorbs my screams of hatred and blood filled with guilt
This is where I come when I feel like dying
Here I am not judged
There are no emotions, no feelings
I am not told to act "normal"
There is no normal just me
Here I can be myself
This is where I go when you talk to me
Don’t you get it?
I only come here when you are around
You cause me to feel hatred
Then guilt for hating you
Now my dark corner is growing
Growing from all of the hate and blood it has absorbed
Soon the darkness will take over
That’s when I'll no longer care
Is that what you want... Mom?
Do you want the darkness to take over me?
I'll be dead inside I'll have no feelings no emotions
But that’s what you want isn’t it?
Then I wont fight you
Then I'll be your little girl again
But I'll kill myself before I go back to that time
So leave me be
Just act like you care and let me live!

 
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