Well you found me on the floor
Head in hands
Behind closed doors
You wouldn’t stop crying
I couldn’t stop lying
Lying to myself
But the more I said the truth the more I put you through hell
So I’ll just stop trying
Maybe somehow you’ll stop crying and I’ll unlock that door
But this barricade between us makes me love you even more
Well just hide your secrets
You can keep them
But I’ll find them out in your eyes
Because no matter how much bullshit you feed I know where the truth lies
With this distance
This silence
Draws me more to you
Makes me act all crazy
Be a fool for you
But aren’t I already?
Believing all your lies
Maybe I do it because of that feeling of security inside
Just continue lying
I’ll continue trying to convince myself this is alright
That those sounds I hear from your room is just the pain you feel inside
That maybe you feel as shitty as I do
But those sounds you’re making
That bed that’s shaking
What’s causing my heart to start breaking
Just makes me gain back my insecurity
So just lie some more
I’ll just continue to adore
Because in the end my heart couldn’t take it anymore

 
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