I sit alone and think,
This reminds me of my hate,
I felt something grow,
It wasn't sadness,

Now all I have,
Is all I need,
Loneliness,Hatred,
It would make you bleed,

But my mind tells me,
To get it over with,
And live just like anyone else has,
But in my heart I feel a tear,
Seam ripped open,
Letting out air,

I just want to be left alone,
Never want to be figured out,
Is it all that mattered when I said,
A little word that made me feel dead,

I love my life,
I hate my strife,
I love to die,
But now I have tried,
To make it all go away,

I live alone again,
I walk inside my on skin,
I feel that I have to become,
One within,

I never think of anyone else,
I tell lies that are never true,
I need to find myself,
So I can lose it all again,

I want to be left alone,
In my head with my dear tomes,
They're all I need to live,
AGAIN!!

I hate you,
Everyone,
I want a life,
A life for one,
I'll break you,
Anyone,
For I now know,
That I don't need you,

The others in my life,
They all are different,
I am alone no matter who I'm next to,
Because I,

Am a living testament,
For anyone who fears lust,
I am a cure for the people,
Who are addicted,

And now I'm on my own,
I don't want to be known,
I just want to live...
 
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