I thought I loved you.
But then I found someone else.
This person has a hold on my heart that you never had.
I wish I could tell you this in person.
I would if he were not your best friend.

I realized you were not what I thought you were.
Not a saint but a sinner as you double cross my friends.
The man I love now is friendly as I thought you were.
He has a clearer future than you ever will.

It is all so confusing, because my heart says I love you still,
but my head says to drop you.
What if you ask me out but I decide to wait for this other love?
I would have lost you forever.
What if I said yes to the new love in his quest for me to become his girl,
will I lose your friendship?
So please help me,
I can no longer hold back the tears.
As I struggle through this confusion,
tell me, Should I settle with my head, or heart?
Or perhaps BOTH?
 
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