This pain is something no-one can understand.
It came unexpected, it was all unplanned
I know this is how it will be every day
I accepted the fact that its here to stay.
I walk alone, people stop to stare
Who cares what they think, I don`t even care.
When people watched me they should have known.
That I have what I want, I am all alone
Everything I do, people treat me like shit.
All the things I want, I have to forget
I don`t want to be popular, I don`t want a friend.
I want all the bullshit to come to an end.
What I go through, I can`t ignore
It`s nothing new, it happened before
Sometimes I wonder how I hide
The thoughts of death and suicide
I often think of the life I led
And wonder what if I did something else instead.
I don`t know what to feel or how to live
I don`t know who to trust or how to forgive.
This shit`s gone on way too long
Every thing I do seems to be wrong
Nothing can explain how I really feel
I will never be better, I will never heal.
People just wonder what`s wrong with me
Live one day like I do, then maybe you`ll see.

 
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