Because you know that I’m gone
So far from you
I belong to something that was more true
That I’m free from all my past mistakes
Free from you and all your hate
So I’ll try to forget all that I once loved
That ice cold fingers that I’m constantly dreaming of
So I’ll slowly hide and leave a trace of my pain
While I try to find fragments and erase all your hate
Towards me love I know you may say it’s not what it seems
But the truth has finally come out to me
Yes it’s true
I would admit it any day
My heart is yours through love and pain
Would I die for you?
That question needs no answer said
For you know it already
Just think a little it’s somewhere in your head
Please forgive me again
No excuse left for me
Shouldn’t have lied to a friend
But I know these things were meant to be
Yes I’m the blame
The coward who walked away with there head down and didn’t say goodbye
Yes I will turn away
Avoid that heartbreaking look in your eyes
I asked if you could stay a day
Just hold me till the sun fades and darkness greeted us like a mourner’s
pain
So I beg to you with every depth of my soul
Please for one more night stay don’t go
Just listen to my trembling voice
Make out the unclear words spilling my shattered heart
All I ask is of this
Another night in our false bliss
Ignore my tear streaked face
My rapid breathing
And all that I say
Let me love you once more
I know I was wrong to do this to you
That I have to learn the hard way
To get back to the starting point before these false lies
But if you are gone where do I begin
My task will just be a journey where no one wins
So don’t turn away just stay this one night
But if you leave me while I lie awake
Pierce my aching heart with that stake
And make me wither away
Be carried with others who are just like me
I’ll be the pasting shadow
That howling in the wind
Screaming all the love I held so deeply for him

 
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