Living like I do, it`s a wonder I haven`t died.
I never asked for help, I never even tried.
The feelings I have always take control
I know I`m not good enough, I feel so low.
The pain always seems to get bigger and stronger.
I`m not sure I can handle it much longer
It get`s in my head, messes with my mind
All I want is to leave it all behind
I try to get away, but I know
It will always be here, it will always follow.
Running faster, I try to get away
But it has convinced me that it`s here to stay.
I don`t know who to trust to talk to
I don`t know how to give up or what to do.
I don`t think there`s anyone to blame
But every day will end the same
There`s always people`s anger attacking me.
Why can`t they go away and let me be
There`s no-where I can run
My whole life has came undone
None of these people ever knew
That it`s my turn to show them what I went through.
It enters their minds, messes with their head.
It doesn`t go away until ther are dead
People wondered how anyone could show such hate.
Seems to happen when you mess around until it`s too late.
 
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