A broken heart
A ruptured soul
You took advantage
I lost control

At times you made me feel so good
You made me feel worth while
Then at other times you ignored me
And didn’t even bother to return my smile

So why is it wrong if I ask myself,
if all of it was just a game?
Am I right to still feel for you?
Or am I slowly going insane

I want to stay in your warm arms
And pretend our love is not based on lies
But how can I stay with such a person
Who cant even stare me in the eyes?

I would have been fine if u told the truth
I would have been fine if you didn’t vow
But you kept on acting like nothing was wrong
And there is no turning back now

You have engulfed me into a world of question
You have littered on my loving heart
But how can I still want you?
When I know you’d rather be a part?

The thought of not having you
Brings hot, salty tears to my eyes
Except I do not understand why I feel this way
Because your deceitful ways were not a surprise

So now I’m spinning along a path of emotions
I’m slowly, slowly falling
Before you would have been there for me
But now, you can’t even hear me calling.

 
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