No one knows the pain i feel
it hurts so bad, it's just too real.
My feelings i really want to share,
but no one really seems to care.
I keep all emotions inside,
i wish they'd be swept away by a tide.
Everyone says they care
I don't see how they could, they're never there.
"I'll listen I promise" is what they say
but it seem they just walk away.
Days go by with my hope diminishing,
should my life already be finishing?
I hope i can hold on, I really don't want to die.
but these last few weeks I've been asking "why?"
Why try to fake,
I'm just a big mistake.
Why try to stay strong,
it's not worth going on.
Too many questions and emotions in my head,
right now I'm wishing to be dead.
Both my heart and soul are full of pain
and I've got nothing to gain.
I sit here now beginning to cry,
I can't stand it, sometimes I just want to die.
This silver idea makes me wonder...
"What if I did, what if" this i ponder.
The only problem is I don't have the guts,
all I can do is make small cuts.
Now ontop of everything I am a coward,
also over powered.
Oh well,
my life's a living hell.
I'll continue to wake and put on a smile,
this will probably last a long, long while





 
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