It torments me always
wont let me be
in the back of my mind a voice,
just one more time.
but if i let it win,
it will rip at my soul
and take away whats left of my control.
i want it so bad,
but i know what it will do.
It will destroy me,
and leave me a empty shell
blind me from my own life
i want all my pain to slip away,
with all the blood.
the pain,
the confusion
the hate.
gone in a single cut.
but it's only for a moment
and i know that.
but in that moment
when every thing's gone
it fools me to believe
that this is the only way.
i live in that moment
and I've missed it for so long.
 
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